Just got back from Los Angeles a few minutes ago. Nothing on my mind other than I feel guilty for not writing anything for a few days. Plus, I just realized that I lied, I do have a few things on my mind, so know I feel more guilty because I just lied. Also, I promised not to edit so if anyone reads this I will seem to be rambling. Oh, I did edit one thing a second ago so I guess I lied twice and now I feel even worse. Remind me to write about the "search&rescue" issue.

Oh God... THIS is funny!

I can breathe now! The meeting I was dreading went much better than expected and in fact I may now have an ally if I handle things right. Dinner is ready and I am starving so gotta run now. Back soon.

I am trying to get tired because I have a big day at work tomorrow but my mind is racing. The noise in my head sounds like the subway trains zooming by. Or maybe like a roller coaster. Christ, is there a difference? Tomorrow I have a meeting at work with someone who (I think) does not like me much. Maybe Joy will give me a Valium so I can go to sleep. She just called to me, "honey, will you come to bed?" Ha. I will go in now, and the noise will follow me.

For every problem there is a simple solution...and it is wrong.
-HL Mencken

Been sitting here for hours. It is such a nice day out I really should go for a run or at least get the hell out of my house. I have been typing stuff and then deleting it for hours. Why can't I just say what I want to say? I mean, isn't that the whole point of this? I think I have an idea for tomorrow. I am going just going to post whatever I write "as-is". No corrections. Stay tuned.

Gotta run.

PS - I like this writer. Thanks for the help Laura...

PPS - Does anyone know why Shirley Manson had to go and fuck her hair up like that? I just saw a Garbage video and it is a crime against nature for such a hot redhead to do what she did.

All done now...

OK, this is exciting now, I got a post to work! Plus, I have a blog pal I think. I might have to re-learn HTML for this because I simply MUST have a cool blog or I'll die. I am going to prove that you can be over 18 (I am twen... twen... OK I am thirty) and still be cool. :)

Note to self: best go learn some slang and quick!

Welcome!

I want a blog, so I decide to check out some samples to understand what these blog things are all about. All I really want is a place to pour out some of the ramblings in my mind. Anyway. Can't be that difficult, can it? So the more I read other peoples blogs the more I realize I am in over my head. And it hurts (my head I mean). Is there some f'ing rule that to have a blog you must be 16 and lovesick? Anyway, I did find one 16 year old who impressed me and she had a funny blog name (and this for all the shit you put me through), I read the whole thing and decided I would not scrap this thing after all. HAHAHA you are stuck with me. It's cool though, because I am going to resist all temptation to spell thingz with a "z" instead of an "s" as if that were sooooo cool. Fuck, that reminds me does this thing have a spell-checker? Ok, let's see if I can get this to post!